| OUTING ; I love outing |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|01:16 am] |
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meet up with lynette & trixie today . after damn long, finally we met up .
first went haji lane with lynette to walk around. nothing much ; or maybe we dont know how to choose / start to look for the things we want. after that , went back to bugis to walk around while waiting for trixie .
once trixie arrive we head to TCC to have our dinner everyone ate bread . have a good chitchat session , i think okay, im quiet . got reason okay . because i meet lynette first thus we chat a lot while waiting for trixie to come . & i will get to chat with trixie while on the way home . thus im quiet & let lynette & trixie chat . LOL .
after that we went to take neoprint . damn long never take . ex, but fun . ^^
i have a great day today , i miss them badly . meet up soon again . maybe next week ?? haha .
( PICTURES. ^^ )
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| lalalala |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|02:56 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Heartbeat - 2PM | ] | are you happy ?? I AM ??
im happy with my life . happy that im born in this family . loving parents , bro that tend to nag a lot but he love me too [ i just know it ] . he always buy games that suit me to play . even sometime i tends to talk to him in a very irritated or angry tone,he will reply me nicely [ eh , sometimes only but better than nothing ]
i got some lovely friends , that are always there for me when i need someone . even i dont really tell them what happen or how i feel or tell them after i cried or i settle the prob myself . its good to have them around to support & stuff .
i wish i will be able to go china [ but cfm not this year anymore ] my bro is in the army , he wun be able to get a 1 month hols . thus cant go . going china 1 month is damn boring, i can say . but i get to spend my time with my father . i get to throw away , lost connection with everyone make me have no stress , no need to face any problems for 1 month i get to spend my time with my family & lots of time for me to think what i have done . 1 month self reflection. ^^ |
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| everything happen with a reason ; |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|10:03 pm] |
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| | 니가 밉다 ( I HATE YOU ) - 2PM | ] |
do you know how the real world works ?? everything is harsh . words are harsh ; facts are harsh ; people are not innocent as they look ; worst come to worst , your feeling/ emotion cost zero dollar no one cares or give a damn to it .
cheating , bluffing are just common things . open your eyes big enough so you can see who are the one that really cares about you . parents always say , " THE ONLY PERSON IS THE WORLD THAT WOULD NOT HURT YOU ARE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS. " it means only your parents [ father , mother ] & siblings .
what do you thnk ?? for me , i believe, because no matter what they will always be there for you . esp parents. & no matter how your quarrel / fight with your sibling when they know that you are bully by other, they will get damn angry & say " HE/SHE IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT CAN BULLY YOU ; NO ONE ELSE CAN DO THAT "
but i believe that, there are some friends , real true friends that will always stay by your side when you need them & wun hurt you , because hurting you is just like hurting them . ^^
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|12:57 am] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | TTL [ Time To Love ] - T-ara & Supernova | ] |
i wonder what how's everyone doing . poly started school around 2 week , if never never wrongly . wonder everyone can catch up or doing well in their new sem . lots of people blog that school is tiring , boring or whatsoever .
as for me , im fine . stay at home almst everyday . my only outing company is my mother . LOL i went around shopping with her . i spent everyday 24 hours with her . its great , ^^
im waiting for the letter from SIM its kind of long . i have not recieve it yet when will i recieve . im excited to start school. 50% only haha , because once school start a new environment . i dislike it i dont know anyone . everything start from beginning . im scare , things will be tough. cfm will . i know . but i will face it bravely but once school start , i can get to see lynette everyday [ i think ]
i miss her , the same class . gossip with each other , drawing on the lecture notes. to LYNETTE ; i dreamt about you yesterday night . we went overseas, a place that got lots of asian. looks like china but i never went before that place . anyway, jia you for your exam. ^^ as for now, i should focus on my language . get the basic well so i can continue . がんばって |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | F.T Island - F.T Island | ] |
everything are peace in the night , not much noise . but that is when you can clearly heard your own words ; your feeling . your own voice got louder & louder in the night . |
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[Sep. 28th, 2009|10:18 pm] |
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| | 10 out of 10 - 2PM | ] | lately im into heels. okay shoes . i wanna buy lots of shoes . i dont know why . |
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[Sep. 19th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
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| | Kara - Wanna | ] | what should i blog about . my life seem sooooo normal & boring . haha but i enjoy my life . i try . ^^
should start writing about yst outing ( 18th sep , FRI ) yesterday finally got to meet up with DEARS. ( Karen , Johanna & Huibing ) after soooo long . have a good long chat . but i think i never really talk . im quite quiet . as usual , i think . but its great to meet up with them , i miss the time with them during secondary school . having recess tgt , sitting beside each other in class & etc . they play a very big part in my secondary school life. but i unsure whether i play a big part in their secondary school life, becos im too committed into St.john . i always end up having training after school . didnt get to accompany them to eat or go hougang mall walk walk after school .
yesterday chat, make me understand & know what are happening in their life. really a good bonding session yesterday . DEARS , lets meet up more often okay . & we forgot to take pictures again . we always forgot. never mind, as there is always the next time . ^^
today [ 19th sep ] i woke up damn early . 7am in the morning because i got driving lesson at 8.15 [ auto session ] im learning manual . but the school requires you to take at least 2 auto session. after driving lesson , i rush down to HIHS . sat = St.john but finally, after soooo long ( the last time i went back is around June for training camp ) i went back to st.john again but everything seem so unfamiliar . its not something i use to know the feeling , i guess . Maybe should go back more often ?? i went home straight when everyone release. & i did something , i help my mother to scrub the floor . its tiring . haha but have lots of fun , because its raining .
i feeling soooooo tired now . should be because of the rushing around from places to places & scrubbing of the floor .
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| Trying ... ; |
[Sep. 6th, 2009|12:23 am] |
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| | calm | ] | whenever you're lonely / sad , how you wish someone is there for you someone you will be able to hug , someone who is fully yours and no one else . the right person does not always appear in your life . people always say grab the chance when it comes . but what does that really means ?
grab any chance that comes . what if it happens that the person is not someone you really love . you just need someone there for just a moment . would you grab it . or leave it or flirt with it ???
a person heart is as fragile as a glass . once the glass broke , it cant be glue it back . thus its thrown away & replace by a new one. but a person heart cant be thrown and replace by a new one once its broken . there will always be a scar .
but time will heal the scar , soon the scar will turn into a memories , that you will be able to look back and laugh at it . everyone can do it , as long as you wish . your heart just need some time to recover . ^^
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| a runaway ' |
[Aug. 26th, 2009|12:07 am] |
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| | 결국 너야 - WAX | ] |
i wanna go on a hols trip. i wanna go KOREAN . JAPAN . PARIS . ROME & etc .... i wanan go to korean music festival too . |
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|09:55 pm] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | F.T Island - 바래 | ] |
what is happening ?? do you hate your life ? me , yes . some part of it . i hate some part of it that makes me wanna delete it away just like how we can delete stuff from the computer . ^^
but im still grateful that there are parts that i will cherish and hope it last forever ^^ |
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| SHUT UP & GO AWAY !!! |
[Aug. 16th, 2009|10:35 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
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| | 2NE1 - I Don't Care | ] |
why do people like to start lecturing or what they call telling you before they even get their facts right .
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| Its your day ; |
[Aug. 15th, 2009|12:14 am] |
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| | Super Juniors - It's You | ] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIXIE !! MAY ALL YOUR DREAM COME TRUE & ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO . ^^

i wonder what should i learn since my hols is soooo long i wonder i should learn guitar or flute as my house has a guitar and i can just go anywhere to learn it , it is more common compare to flute a flute cost damn ex , i wonder ......
staying at home is very very boring , everyone is soo busy exam are coming up for poly people PS : to those who are having exams all the best. ^^
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| i wonder... ; |
[Aug. 10th, 2009|01:40 am] |
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| | Lee Seung Gi - 결혼해 줄래(feat. Bizniz) | ] | i wonder about my character . is it bad or good ?? whether i should change ??
some people around me, ask me not to change. because if i change i am not who i am .
some say , i should . for myself, so i wun always get " bully " easily . "dont try to forgive people so easily . when you're angry just show that person and dont keep it in your heart " ( heard lots of people tell me that )
people always like to comment on stuff that other people do / wear if you dont go their way . they find it weird or feel unhappy about it .
i wonder why , everyone handle the same situation differently. same as how a person dress . why do others care.
no one is similiar . some people react slower to their environment compare to others. some people love to dress in skirt rather than shorts some people prefer to keep their problems to themselves rather than sharing ( as the feel uncomfortable!? ) some people are quiet when they first met a person but some can communicate well .
mmmm . okay , this post doesnt seem to make any sense already . ( to me ) idk what i wanna write . just random thoughts that comes to my mind make me feel like blogging. (:
sooo dont care what people say about you , as long as you are comfortable in what you doing, just go ahead . you are the one controlling your life and not the people who are commenting on you . but learn how to select the right/good comments that people gave you .(:
& listen to parents comment on you no matter its on your behaviours or what-so-ever . because their the only one in the world that is not going to hurt you . your secrets are always safe with them . they always put WE ( the children ) before themselves. ^^ |
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| life goes on ; |
[Aug. 4th, 2009|10:09 pm] |
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| | 내 머리가 나빠서 ( Because im stupid ) - SS501 | ] | i have a long holiday . eh , okay everyone knows it . ( I THINK ) how i spend my holiday ??? staying home everyday . use laptop , practise piano . watch drama . jogging ( it depends on my mood , im lazy so it does not goes on ) and and i start my driving lesson already . tml is the third lesson .
holidays, i rarely goes out with my friends . everyone are soo busy , they dont have the time . but ...... mmm , never mind is okay. (: my life still goes on . people always enter and leave our life . so try to learn to look on the positive side . i know i can ...
updating my livejournal makes me wonder, who actually read my blog . maybe no one at all . idk . ^^ laugh it off and goes to sleep . as tml will be a better day for you and me. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2009|10:28 pm] |
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| | 고맙다 ( Thank You ) by Kim Hyun Joong solo | ] |
once in awhile , i wish im not a singaporean . i want to be a korean or a eurasian .
dont ask me why eurasian .idk . maybe their blonde hair. i look great. ( because i dont have ) my hair is brown ( not very brown to me ) but dont know what other think .
and for korean , they got good complexion. serious. even guys there also got good complexion. i want the complexion . their face is white but red . chinese call 白里透红 . and its damn smooth .
envy ......
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| korean |
[Jul. 12th, 2009|10:43 pm] |
i wanna learn korean .. okay, i know im learning jap now . but i can't wait to finish it and learn korean .!!! |
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| shut up ; |
[Jul. 1st, 2009|10:00 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] | mood swing , mood swing , mood swing . i hate hols , i prefer to go school . go school makes my life more happy even it is tired . i dont wish to stay at home everyday . staying at home the whole day is not a good choice.
i dont wish to listen , i dont wish to see, |
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[Jun. 30th, 2009|12:10 am] |
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| | sad | ] | 改变, 你一直要我改。 无论什么事你都觉得不够好。 你要100% 的完美, 当100%的完美得到后, 你便要求101% 我好讨厌你所谓的改变,
人根本就不完美。
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im sorry . i know parents just want the best for their kids. that why they keep asking us to change . is all for our own good ( sound like im bluffing myself to believe ) but seriously im tired . hmmm , just complain a little and i will be fine . i know she saw the changes in me . but maybe it is really not enough . she is just afraid about the future . i should learn to give in . maybe let me cry a lil before i really give in as im really tired of all the changes that they want . it make me think that im ALWYAYS not good enough . ): (:
just a lil crying will do . (:
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| OUTING OUTING OUTING |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|02:11 am] |
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today dinner with SJAB people ( squad mates and weiqiang and robin ; but desmond never go ) is totally fun . is just like the time we had in secondary school more outing/ gathering or just a simple dinner . people please. but no photos today .
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| life... |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|09:15 pm] |
life is just like a song . it keep playing . different things happen has its own song . i miss everything that is in the past . i miss secondary school . i miss the time in SJAB .
回忆永远是美丽的。 想念让回忆变得跟美丽。 照片把当下美丽的回忆储存起来。 让人们无时无刻都可以欣赏。
totally regret , i didn't took lots of photo during secondary school times . and i lost most of the SJAB photos. ( Ps : who have it please send me )
rest of the post will be completed by pictures beautifully ....




sad, i dont even have my own squad photo ( 6 of us together only )
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